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Thursday, August 25, 2005 boo~ here am i again. this week is study break. u might think. lasalle need to study one meh? dats what i tot at first. but... its not a break for study, its a break from study... wahahahas... but anyw, nothing to study wad... imagine i had not sit for any exam for the past nine months... omg. and i am not missing it!!! wahahahas. ok. had been rushing for projects these few days. eye bags are getting heavier. nothing much these few days. yesterday went to temasek poly. to do my project? its a bit dumb la... haha... anyw, saw Tmonster. erm... beta to hv a "no comment" la... wahahahahas. going to watch project superstar nx thurs!!! so happy. i dun really support anyone of them. but i like kelly the best. and seriously, i dun like ppl insult weilian. ok? i dun think ppl that vote for him is all because they sympathise him. how long can u actually sympathise a person? yar, i agree that his voice is not as good as junyang, but its his action and some other stuff dat make ppl very very touched. it makes me suddenly realise how lucky am i... to have a chance to see this beautiful world. imagine he hv to live in darkness, and how much courage he muz hv to stand up on stage to perform. even for normal ppl like us, we dun hv the courage lox. so STOP insulting him if u cannot do it yourself. and pls, stop insulting blind ppl. they hv nothing wrong to be blind. u noe wad, his song always makes me very very touched. and sometimes i even cry. so this is his you dian. see, tears are coming down even when i'm typing all these. getting really emotional these days. today is such a boring day. actually wanted to hv a gd sleep one. but someone dun let me sleep lohx. hahas. early in the morning ask me to go down to hv breakfast. and very stupid lohx, he went to sim jux to tk attendence den come back. but anyw, we went to hv prawn nooddle (without prawn). den the tissue auntie came again jux as we are talking abt her (its a long long story, dat time i gif her $2 for a packet den she like bless me to win 4D, den wq say i cannot buy so bless him beta, so i say beta let my mum win. den end up 2200 or 2020 came up 1st prize and my mum won.wakakakaka). so anyw, we actually wanted to get a number for 4D one but end up buying toto. hehe. den to popular to browse alr. we end up in mac to do my hmwk. and he read his books. after i draw finish my 20 boxes, we like very bo liao nothing to do so i guess i sugguested to walk to j8 since i gotta meet my mum dere at 7pm. so we walk frm tpc to j8. pass by beatty somemore. we was like keep talking abt sec sch life. arghx... i misses u ppl so much!!! after we reach j8, we end up in mac again. cos i want to do my hmwk and he's hungry. guess dat is how "meaningful" i spend my day. hahas. {11:07:00 pm}
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Saturday, August 20, 2005 jux came back frm work. damn tired. not enuf sleeps lately.and i'm those dat really need a lot of sleeps... so... really looks like zombie now... cos of the 100 thumb nails, i slept at 3+... and wake up at 7am. wtf. but still didn't do finish. left ard 20 i guess. but consider dat i needa hand in on fri and only draw my first thumbnail on thurs. wahahahahas... and somemore the whole day slacking ard. and the whole night watching jui dui superstar... wakakaka... and yes. kelly won. i'm so damn freaking happy abt dat. yup, i vote for her.main reason is because i dun wan sinhuey to win. and the other is cos she's my cousin's friend. so muz support. haha... junyang didn't get in. haix.wasted. but i also dun mind. haha. cos now is weilian get in wad... ai ya, i noe u all will say all lot of bad stuff abt him... but he's gd in he's way la... but i definitely wan kelly to win. =)) new project for media art--- animation!!! i say like so happy. but sure die one lohx. 45 secs of animation= 200 sketches. so 1 sec = 4 to 5 sketches. scary?? a bit... but i guess this is kindda fun. wish me gd luck. yesterday meet ql and zm at j8... am cracky. cos my lack of sleep and dat stupid shoe. zm gone back first. den ql had dinner w me and my mum... hahahahas... wah lau, and she talk so much. wad shld be and shld be not said all say out... u win le lohx... i'm freaking tired le... tml still gotta rush for project... haix... {11:05:00 pm}
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005 i'm dead... haha... fri gotta hand in 100 icons. and i haven draw one till now. happy new year to me. haha... sat-worked. 12 to 9... yucks. and they reach singapore 2+... sun- doing craving at home and went to j8 den to granny's in the evening. mon-fine arts now is making me crazy. print making... i dun really like it... but lucky still got david ard... wahahahas... he's getting more and more cute. den after class went marina square w wq... total 14 days did not see him... wah... and he's darker den me now. omg. haha. a lot of catch ups. and he pass me my pressie and the videos they took. really very hilarious. wakakakaka. tues-work again. opening to nine. but end up doing full shift. cos stock came. den a lot of foldings ta do. now got a lot of new comers. all full timers. but there's these two girls dat is near my age. so... haha... i was craping ard. cos in a high mood. wendy not working mahx. today-swimming day!!! woke up at 8+... meet up w dickson at downstair first. cos we noe wayne and wq sure late one... so we go swimming pool first. so damn gd ta hv a swimming instructor w me huh. haha. now i noe dat my frog style is damn wrong. as in not wrong, but weird. but now i noe alr. so will improve it. and my freestyle.haha. the leg part. combination of free and frog. will try to practice the correct way. swim 10 laps only today. cos when i swim free dat time leg cramp(again). and now still pain. den after swimming we all went ta eat lunch. and i hv ta go ta sch. =(( so they all went dickson's hse and i went to sch. after sch ser come ta my hse ta bake her brownie. for Tmonster. i also got help k. and no. my kitchen had not burn down yet. haha... after ser had left, i went to run ard my neighbourhood. yups.i think dats it... oh yar... i can't believe the sinhuey actually gotten all 3 songs higher marks den kelly. i'm gonna vote for kelly le... i dun wan sinhuey to get in. and the guys today really performed very well. really touch by weilian. really. but i still like junyang beta. {11:01:00 pm}
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Friday, August 12, 2005 today's a boring but rather interesting day... hahas... i pon visual studies today. the whole thing is very stupid la... cos went for media art in the morning. and we need to hand in our photoshop assignment today. actually i by 10 30 liddat finish le la... and can go off le... but drag here drag dere end up gotta print out my stuff at the lib den only do finish everything at abt 1pm. and i haven't had my lunch yet. and i gonna be late for visual studies. and i'm hungry and thirsty. so that makes yunting a very cracky brat. i'm still considering whether to go to vs class or not went i went back to the lab to hand in my work to sheh ming. in the end... i pon the class... and had lunch tgt w sheh ming. he's not bad sia... as in i dun really like him all the while till today. and i suddenly like media art. haha. cos i always thinks that i sucks at photoshop until he told me i'm quite gd at it. haha. so since i pon class and he only have another class at 3pm, we went back to the lab after we had lunch and he show me our grade for the assignment. out of 90% i got 63%... so if my report can get 7 out of 10, i can get a class one alr (which means an A la). and we sat in the lab and chat till his nx class come... altgt i think we chatted for 2hrs? hahas... frm lasalle to sec sch to jui dui superstar... family... blah blah blah... and i really changed my view totally for him. he's actually quite a funny guy though... for some that's still wondering who's sheh ming is, he's my media art's lecturer. haha... tml they are coming back alr... =)) {7:20:00 pm}
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Thursday, August 11, 2005 changed a new blogskin. now i can conclude that photoshop is not bad.haha.only its super irritating on fridays.ok. recap- sat- worked opening to nine. customers are crazy. its my best sales day since i came back to work. hit 1.5k by 1+... sold two watches. wakakaka. den i slack all the way. =P sun- went bras basah to get my art stuff. ql acc me dere first. den we ate mac and went raffles city to shop. got her her really belated belatee pressie. haha. new mango jeans. seriously, i kindda hv a phobia for shopping. cos everytime i will get smtg back w me. i needa control myself! i noe ppl gonna kill me, but i really hv too much clothes. (but i still feels like buying more) i guess it can last me for the whole semester for not repeating a set of clothes. i haven repeat one till now! mon- i'm in quite a great mood on mon. fine arts day always makes me feel good. was craving the rubber thingy the whole day. and having a ktv session in class w yvonne. at first i was kindda bu shuang w david for giving me 69% for my canvas. i dun wanna sit on the edge!! although i'm the top three in class...(the other two got 70%, jux one mark lehx!!!) anyw, u know wad... i injuried my little finger while craving. its actually a small cut la, but blood keep oozing out and i'm very scare of blood. so i went to the tap to wash the blood off and it happen dat david was jux beside the tap. and when he saw, he was like'' you injuried urself ar?'' den he went in to get tissue papers to wrap ard my finger and he told me to wait. when he came back ( which was like so many thousand yrs later, i noe i'm bad), he help me apply the huang yao shui (some yellow thingy for wounds) with the cotton wool. and told me to bear w the pain. den he help me to put plaster. isn't he sweet?? which lecturer would be this nice? yvonne was like keep giving me dat face when he was treating my wound. makes me wanna laugh. haha... he is so sweeeeet. ok enough of that. haha... guess i'm the luckiest girl in class... =P tues- national day!!! but was working. nothing much. yesterday- went k box w ql. wahahahas... i think we are becoming more and more siao. sang a lot of oldies. and was having a ''fight'' with the ppl nx door... cos they no reason come and bang at our wall wad den somemore sing so loud and aweful. so we keep having this banging wall game. hahaha... watched jui dui superstar. weilian's song did touch me... my tears almost drop lohx today- history class super sianx. slept thru the whole video clip. haha. and jux now i almost knock right into jason. damn blur of me. cos i was checking whether my cleo came out alr. den suddenly this person in red jacket appeared in front of me while i was walking damn fast. i was like wtf, he kindda siam me and his hand knock on my head. when i turn my head, i was like isn't this jason?? -_____-''' he's like everywhere one. mum also saw him last fri at j8. i dun like him lohx... later gonna fetch sis... sianx... today's the 11th. known him for four months le... haha... so long haven come back... realise i eleven days nv seen him le. last time was the most three days lohx... hahas... had not really eat for the whole day... only two pieces of moon cake in the morning... hmm... only can do this when he's not ard. or else he will always feed me with food... wahahahas...
this is the canvas that i had gotten 69%. took this pic before i had a bit of touch up. so the final result is slightly nicer den this pic...
{5:28:00 pm}
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005 i'm bored.but still got a lot of hmwk haven do yet... haiz... mon was fine arts and i'm not in a great mood to start the day... was doing printmaking... no more painting le... so sad... but anyw, hv the sudden urge to run so went jogging during break... found a perfect place for running... the track beside the river beside my sch... ran all the way frm dere to duman road turn one round back and another round to dere and back again... but not much la... ard 4km only... yesterday worked morning shift. i tot i had survived dat. cos juli(our director) actually was coming down on mon one, but she postpone it to tues. but actually no big deal anyw, jux putting up a show... wakakaka... but lucky nothing much, jux need to shift the mannequins. den my aunt happened to shop by and came in to shop. she's actually a reg of tommy jeans la... even before i went dere to work. so i ''served'' her lohx... i even told her to choose and i can transfer to rc and get staff price for her but she dun wan. haha... and she told me to choose a top dat i like!! i actually say dun wan one but she insist on it... so... i chose the cheapest top in tommy. but its v.nice a reddish tank top with a heart and ''tommy jeans, love and harmony'' on it... i actually wanted to get it one, but thinks dat its not worth it. $47 for a tank top? rox wanted the yellow one... now we can go out and wear the same top le... wakaka... i'm also getting dat tommy's capri. its so damn cute lohx. w a flip back pocket and a rainbow belt. i alr transfer it to rc... going to get it this fri. damn happy. the usual price is $97, staff discount 20% will be $77.60. for a tommy's capri not too ex rite? {10:48:00 am}
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Monday, August 01, 2005 i really dunno wad to say now. kindda speechless. got a lot a lot of gan chu, but dunno how to put it. mebbie i shld recap wad happen to me these few days first. tues worked morning shift. went chicken rice-ing w wq after work. wed sch. went town ta look for wq cos its his and rox and wayne's last day... ql and mercy happens to be in town so went bra shopping w them while waiting for him. end up bought a super nice pink bra (again, i noe i had a lot of pink bras). thurs sch + working afternoon. lunch w wq before work. chicken rice again. really sick and tired of it. fri sch. den went to meet wq after sch. went to eat fish and chip. den go lib and walk walk ard town to wait for rox and wayne to come cos he's meeting them to discuss abt their trip to thai. after dat wayne drove me home before they went to have fun... (this is the disadvantage of being underage) sat worked the whole day. sun actually persuded me to come out cos it will be the last time we can meet before he leave for thai.but too bad i sunday cannot go out one. but... in the end change of plan... cos in the morning raymond called to ask me back to work cos 2 ppl mc. so end up doing 2pm to 8pm. had lunch w him at tp. den he acc me to work... alright, today i'm really gonna write a lot of things i nv had written or really mention before. and i'm not going to give a damn to it... i dunno, but i think i'm quite emotional now. i'm actually an emotional person. too emotional. everytime will gan qing yong shi. haix... jux now went blog reading. found out that chunman, my ex choir senior, had a five months old son. no offends to dat. jux dat i m shock, and at the same time envy of her. it's a mix feeling. wanting to hv a baby of my own is my wish and always will be. i dun mind having it now. but its jux the baby part. the part of sex turns me off. and seriously, it's also the part of commitment. that's why, at this pt of my life, i felt that i dun wanna get married. at all. and now- stead. its true that the feeling of loving someone and being loved is great. i jux dun hv faith in commitment. i know i'm selfish and this is wad i am now. i jux wanna feel happy and dun care abt everything. i wanna choose and do wad i like in life... no matter how much i like and want a baby, i have a feeling dat i probably cannot hv my own. its a sixth sense. some times the more a person want smtg, the more he/she wun get it. and dats not jux it... girls, be happy to hv periods every month. its a blessing though... and abt him, i'm going to be open here and talk abt it. i'm sick and tired of ppl asking whether we are tgt. and the answer is no. if i say he's only a friend or wad so ever you all are not going to believe me. and true i treat him more den a friend. and we are closer den jux friends. i'm gonna cheat myself if i say i hv no feelings for him and the truth is yes i do. but i dun really understand it though, when i finally does i will write it nx time. but i like it this way... dun go into a relationship jux because of going into a relationship itself. single do rocks. but u still can hv the special one at the same time. jux dat, without commitment, without promises, it can be a lighter burden. wad the fucking shit. i did write so much craps. and its really late and i gonna get up at 7.30am tmr. he's off to thai the nx two wks, and i'm gonna be really freaking free... {1:33:00 am}
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